4am words 

The rains have come again washing away the truth behind your words leaving slivers of what was and what is behind.
Leaving only traces of the truth blended with the opinions you’ve been given by others agenda.
These spectacles of human leeches fill their minds with the sweet smell of conquest as they glimpse and grasp at stanzas bleached as the white sand of time. Blue birds deliver private messages in the dark hidden from thought and sight. A private island built for as many one likes.
Such modern day convinces lead to wandering heart and fluttering feelings floating freely for foes to feel…. Frightening 😉
4am words are for the birds I should be sleeping with the fishes,plenty O’

*fictional, nonsensical, words with rambling from a very tired over stressed parky dude.
Adieu. B. 2016
“a life in progress. “

It’s midnight somewhere 

Such a soulful sound 

One I can’t be around 

Till my feet 

Touch the ground……

Have you seen my body…

🎵Cause, every body needs some body to love. (Someone to love) 

Though such lyrical twist, I do remiss 

Some of the choices I did dismiss 

Like blueberry waffles and pumpkin pie 

Humming bird hill

Or in ghettos they lye 

Bleached to perfection a botanical delection guess there’s 

Something I forgot to mention 

Girl would you take my hand 

Be soft or command whichever the day refuse..

Don’t lose yourself in this place of pride

Stand by your choices , speak with all your voices

Honor your love, be the white dove, cause there isn’t 

Anything in this world without your love..

🎵Cause, every body needs some body to love. (Someone to love) 
***okay so there ya go some totally random yet rather thoughtful semi poetic, slightly rappy word stuff that leaked from my head after a rather long freaking stressful weekend lol. 

🎵 yes, I’m actually letting you inside my 🙉 Just so you can enjoy the soundtrack in my head 

Right then humans I’m sleepy now. Physio and OT today up at the big hospital. I did a ton of neck work which  was lovely since I’ve only a few degrees motion on the left side before I’m thoroughly stretched. It’s funny. Because people will see me in the daytime and think, gosh Benjamin is moving great today… Then for those very few who’ve actually seen me first thing in the morning I think it can be a bit of a surprise.

Anyhow now I’m just being goofy. To those of you who actually read down this far… Nicely done you made it to the end. 🏆🏆🏆

Please remember as you go about your day that you are loved,you have value,selfworth and are worthy of respect from everyone including yourself.

Always B.
“A life in progress.”


This day

This day has no name for it shall never come again. It was a hard day maybe one of the worst or maybe just one of many I guess only time will tell.
This day came again and it had no name for it was something that I had to do… It was time frozen in a heart locked in box put away by boy a long….Long time ago.
In this frozen space a place where all was forgotten he kept a small piece of himself hidden away. Lost for all to find. This was his hope his dreams forever locked away.
In this heart a box in this box a heart always locked never to show again the true true. Has his story of love been written so many times and in so many ways that the ending has no choice but look the same…..
This day came and it looked like no other. The small boy moves so slowly to open this box again to once again read the story that had been told a thousand times in a thousand languages for a thousand thousand years.
With trembling hands and heart the child opens this box of hardwood and craft, built of fire and hell, scribed by demons and angels alike. He pulls a scroll from this place of trust and naivety and with a whispered breath speaks one word……
The End.
“Be brave be bold and thrive in the life you have”™


Science time: 101

Once upon time in a land far away I didn’t have a care in the world… Ha. Right,  me not sensitive 😂😂😂 I’ve always been sensitive who I’m a kidding.

      “so many questions.”
      acrylic and ink on masonite.
      2012. Parkinson’s series.

      SCIENCE TIME :101

      Stage three is a tad ambiguous so I’ve included a list of symptoms. Keep in mind that in stage three things get silly (not a medical term 😂)  the symptoms are often noticeable and strong being made worse by physical and emotional stress. Though often in this stage symptoms vary greatly.                   List of symptoms 

      And finally the last stages 

      The kicker with Parkinson’s disease is that a person can can often be in any stage for any amount of time or skip a stage at random. I could have 1 day or 100 years left on this planet lol.  Sadly no cure exists for Parkinson’s disease. To be honest from a young man’s perspective MY OWN diagnosed at 41 currently 46 its a fairly terrifing disorder. It changes you, physically, emotionally and cognitively. It often alienates friends and loved ones. It has a divorce rate of 85% *those married prior to diagnosis* and well is simply pretty brutal. So please help spread awareness. Parkinson’s disease can happen to anyone at any age at any time.

      Always B. 2016 “A life in progress.”

      Sneak peek at Pearls of wisdom in a sea of fire. Coming soon