Grrrrrr

Frustrated with life and myself. Agnosia. I had to look it up but it explains a great deal of whats going on with my perception of things and it helps me come to terms with some of my choices over the last 5-6 years. My life prior to PD and Cancer was calm. I went to work i played with kids and talked with my wife. Family dinners, shopping adventures. It was a great life except it wasn’t all me. The kids, the love and life was real but i sacrificed my own selfworth and lost myself Benjamin Micheal Prewitt in the process. Since “everything” went south I’ve been learning or trying to learn as much as possible about myself and who I really am and what i want to be with the last of my life

Heres a piece that needs one more coat…? Or does it? The story of my life always wanting to push things to the next level when in reality…. Maybe, just maybe everything is fine and im overly sensitive. Or maybe i just have have higher standards than the masses. Idk im just grumpy people disappoint me. I disappoint me.

B-2017

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2 thoughts on “Grrrrrr

  1. A work is finished when you’re satisfied with it. So if you think another coat is needed, then apply it. The same thing could be said of life in general. Much love (because that is the one unselfish thing we can give) ❤

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    • Thank you my friend, these later years have been more challenging than expected. Ever since the way back 5 yrs ago. I felt like I could get me head around all this. Somedays i wonder if i can change as fast as the disorder. Much love and light to you my as well.

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