Now is the time when I’ll let you in.
Now is the time when I’ll slowly take your hand and let you walk with me.
Now is the time, when I’ll let you watch as I’m greeted each morning by invisible fire from the inside.
Now is the time, I will truly let you observe as I lay upon the cold Steel table.
Now is the time, I’ll let you in to watch as they lift my legs and bind my shoulders down like an ruthless bully everyday waiting around the corner.
Now is the time, when I’ll let you feel the liquid fear that rolls and rips like scorching napalm across the inside of your skull as the mask almost to tight for comfort Immobilizes even the slightest wiggle.
Now is the time, when you will join me on this most horrific of endless weeks of purposeful torture.
Now is the time when you sit like a bird on my curled shoulders bound by machine as it begins.
The room grows silent for just the electric humming of lasers most hellfire to come. …
Now is the time, I’ll let you watch as my the metal in my teeth becomes molten hot searing the flesh from my cheeks.
Now is time, I begin to tell you of what it like fighting for my life with every breath,fiber and cell of my being.
Chapter one: one day this happened.
Benjamin
2017 A life in progress.
Expressions of my life - An evolution of art. 
I ‘ll be praying for you.
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I hope everything goes well.
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Thank you. Pet scan came back clean. So far day 2 cancer free. 25%< chance of survival and I did it.
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That is wonderful news.
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Truly I am beyond expression, from what what seemed at first a possible death sentence to a cancer free status. I’m very happy.
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So, so glad to hear your news Benjamin. You did it, well done. Now you can rest and plan. xxxx
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You know me so well. That my friend is exactly what I plan ☺😉☺
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Glad to hear it. Sweet dreams Benjamin
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I’ve been thinking about you my friend.
I see in the comment section that the scans came out clean and good. I’m so happy for you my friend. How are you feeling right now?
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It has been an interesting journey my friend. Recovering from the treatment has been much more challenging than expected.
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But everyday I gain strength and clarity.
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