I just needed some music 🎶 in. My life.sitting here having a Spanish coffee, thinking I’ve never spent quality time in Spain maybe I should go. #bucketlist It’s sad the more time you spend away from someone who is supposed to be by your side the more you realize that you can do it on your own.. That to me is sad because I don’t want to be going through this alone and I’m not but I am in a way. I’ve heard from none of my family except my mom and aunt. I spend my days and nights alone pondering if life is worth fighting for and why. I didn’t like my life with Parkinson’s disease maybe God is giving me a quick way out or maybe he’s making me prove I have the strength for the next fight that is out in front of me. Idk. Like I’ve said, living in only the present is lovelier than living in the past or dreaming of only the future 🔮. The present has no reflection like a vampire just taking from life of life a annual flower only giving until the giving is gone. I’m frightened of the future and cursed by my past.
Or maybe I’m just an over dramatic sensitive artist 🎨 type. Anyhow cheers and much love. Don’t be afraid to take risks in life. You’ve just this one here on the rock use it well.
B. 2016 “A life in progress.”