Good morning 

Good morning,  it’s nice to see you. Slept well I hope. Me not so much. But that’s okay usually 2-4 hrs a day or every 20 hrs or so. Meh. Time it’s relative 😉

Super excited to see my son today.  Such an honor to watch him become such a good young man. I find it funny how as we get older if we’re paying attention to life the thing we truly need and want in out live often becomes to clear. Coming off a marriage of 17 years then getting dumped LOL by a 26 year old after dating for almost two years. 1. Now I’m jaded as f#! $#k but I realized I might be lonely being  alone . But I know I’m loved and I know I’m a good person. 

Sure lately I’ve made some questionable choices, but really who hasn’t even in the best of circumstances.  Personally I think I’m doing pretty good all things considered. I  mean seriously Parkinson’s disease is no joke. It messes up your perception, voice tone,facial expressions,  cognitive abilities not to mention a whole $hit ton of physical issues. So yeah. #riseabove 

Today I get to hangout  with big man which is always a good thing. He constantly surprises me with his level of understanding. Well folks it’s time to put down the phone stop laying around thinking about things I can’t change and focus on being the most amazing human I can be. Truly the best thing  I can do to heal and recover is prove to myself and my son that I am worthy of his and your love and respect. 

Namaste.
B.
“Be brave be bold and thrive in the life you have.”

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5 thoughts on “Good morning 

  1. Damn right! we all F*** up – I do constantly. It doesn’t make me bad and I am glad you think along the same lines too. It’s great to know you invest your emotional energy in someone worthy of your heart. Your little man. Have a good one 🙂

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  2. I think that was a very nice and positive writing I just read. You are the clay that the potter is forming so nicely. Can’t wait to see what the clay turns out to be very soon. I think that you’re going to be one hell of a masterpiece! Mr. Ed

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