Its been to long since I’ve written here, since I’ve allowed the flood gates to open and simple free write which, my personal favorite. It gives me the chance to simply speak my mind in the voice I hear in my head. This last year in 2015 I must say kicked my ass up and down the block like a seriously mean 9th grade bully.
This week I have to go to court hopefully for the last time. Friday I go handle the finalities of my divorce And begin to put myself back together finacially,emotionally so I can move forward in a healthy and happy way. Parkinson’s disease has changed my life forever. It’s made me question everything in my life. I wish so dearly I could articulate in normal non & emotional words what it’s been like for the last 4 years. Or what it’s like right now each day. The frustration of just barely having enough energy to keep up with the day.
Well it’s taken two days to just write this simple touch base. I wish I had some amazing paintings to show or words of great importance to speak upon but I don’t. My pending court (divorce) has me spinning, frozen really. I have to attend without Katelyn or any support so I’m really very nervous. For me the cognitive issues PD caused start when I open my mouth. My word find is horrendous these days and I have a feeling since it’s a combative situation that my stress and symptoms may be rather like an elephant in the room come this Friday.
Well I’ll write when I can, I’ve some very poetic words to share with you, I just need to gather them up again an put them in order.
Much love and light to all.
Benjamin
2016
“A life in progress ”
Expressions of my life - An evolution of art. 
Welcome to 2016 🙂
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Thanks, I’m really hoping that this year is a good one.
B.
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yes, here’s to moving forward in 2016.
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You will be fine Ben….x
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Thanns for the vote of confidence. Much apoteciated.
B.
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I’ll always remember the shock you felt on your return to find your world snatched from beneath you……stay strong Mr Prewitt……and gather up a tempest 😊 x
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I’m so trying, I don’t have direction right now which is killing me. After this divorce crap is over,my then hopefully I can paint/sell and travel again. I refuse to let my dreams go so easily. Thank you for your unyielding support. You’ll always have mine.
B.
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I’ll be thinking of you, Ben. You’re not without support… even if we are far away, we are never more than a thought away.
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Sure do miss you, all of you over there in my home away from home. Thank you for your friendship.
B
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You are thought of often, Ben. Especially at this time of year when we plan the workshops. x
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Someday i’ll join you again. 🌚🌝
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I hope so, Ben 🙂
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Seize the NEW in the new year. The best of dreams…
D.
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Thank you so very much. I’m optimistc for this new year. I hope it treats you well also
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‘9 days ago’ I don’t know if you’ll read this before you close down your blog. But just 9 days ago you had optimism for 2016. I wish for it to return to you very soon. Even if this blog is in the past, my heartfelt wishes for you going forward. You have no idea what an impact you’ve had on so many through your art and your words and through opening your world to us. Respect. Much love to you X
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