I’m forgetting things…….
I can see the goal but have lost
The ability to plan it out…
The pain in my shoulders
Is bi-lateral…. It really really hurts
All….. The…… Time….. (7)
Thyroid what’s the thyroid?????
It controls what?….. Everything…. Shit.
1 in 40 is scary 3 in 5 years is scarier.
Cancer…. Parkinson’s disease. WTF.
My legs are forgetting how to step
“The shakes are coming”, “the shakes are coming”……
Honestly I’m scared.. This is scary shit. I rarely say it out loud and ponder on it even less but today as the pain is relentless and the fatigue never ever stops.
I can’t stop but think and wonder
How much can this human body take…. #alongfortheride
Thank you that’s all.
Benjamin.
2015
“A life in progress”
Expressions of my life - An evolution of art. 
I don’t know what you are going through but google for some natural homemade remedies and see your doc. Don’t lose hope. The more you lose it the more weaker you get.
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Well expressed Ben…really sorry to learn of all your hardships. It can be so difficult to stay positive when so many setbacks sledge-hammer us. I can imagine how low you feel at times, having been through of very poor health myself
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Thanks, im good 98% of the time but sometimes i just need to vent. Its seriously so frustrating.
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Try to keep your spirits up the best that you can…well keep you in prayers.
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sorry for the typos…my typing skills are almost as atrocious as my spelling & grammar..haha
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i’m so sorry that it’s getting so hard for you, benjamin –
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Ben give yourself whatever you need and remember your body doesn’t mean to punish you you are all one….body mind soul and heart…..they are all you…pull them all together….x
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I had no idea you were diagnosed with thyroid cancer. I’m so sorry that the world seems to be plotting against you. Gather yourself. Look deep within to find the strength. We are all here for only a short while. This too shall pass.
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No dx yet Ive an appointment with my Thyroid guy on tuesday to go over the results, either way i get to add hypothyroidism to my list
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Well, I wish you the best.
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This is just so heartbreaking. I don’t even know what to say. Please , be strong.
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Thank you, I’ll find out tuesday about my thyroid and hopefully later this week about the polyps. I’m worried but calm. I hope you’re well.
Always,
Benjamin
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This is my son whom I love. This too shall pass. I have hypothyroidism it only slows you way down .The good news is take synthroid and you will feel better than you thought you could.Trust me. I love you dear. Momma
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Hopefully this is the case because it’s really messing with my Parkinson’s disease meds. Love you too, mom.
B.
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Very nice!
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Thank you
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