I used to rock my son to sleep every night to this song 😔😔😔
I have to write it down before it slips away. I have so many things I’ve forgotten to say. So many things that have come undone. So many things that have be left unsaid . Things that must be heard before I am dead.
I did not mean for this life that I have it came upon me in the night as lay there in bed. Next to sleeping I lay there weeping for not bone or muscle could I move nor word could be said, And. I wept as I’m weeping now and forever shall as my life is my own and I’ve lost the only home I’ve ever known. All I can say is I’m sorry for the things I’ve done and said that made you wish that I was dead. For here I am just weeping instead.
Benjamin-2019 some truths kill.
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This kid right here is why I still breath air on this planet. My son. Happy birthday Boo. I miss you, I love you. 20 years old today. It's been two years now since I've seen him, my heart literally breaks every second of every moment without him around. Someday I'll see you again. Be safe remember always be kind and follow your dreams. Leave people in your life better than you found them and always remember to be thankful for what you have, no matter how great or small you perceive it to be. I gaurentee you somewhere someone is dreaming of the things we all take for granted. I love you son. Dad. 7/12/2019